My Dear

It has been days we separated
Miss her so much
I really wish to know what really happen back then
But, history can't be rewrite no matter how

I know that my dear is still very young
Like other young teenager
Still playful, stable life is not in their dictionary yet
What can I do to make the time go faster?
So that I can no longer wait anymore
Quickly jump to the future where I can back together with her?
But the movie "Clicks" always reminding me that,
Life is a series of process.
You can skip those chapters that you dislike
But skipping the process and jump to the ending,
what will your life be eventually?
Is the process and the journey to the end that matters most!

I have to keep on reminding myself that...
Is not about the ending
The ending maybe not the version that we wanted
And no matter how hard we tried, it may not change no matter how
But what it count is the journey that we been through
The joy, fun, sadness, difficulty and every single feeling that we have!
Because of that, is what make us alive, that is what make us human!

I love her so much!
Isnt that I'm unsure of my feeling before
Is just that I can really feel it right now, that she is my priceless treasure!
In my heart, she is my sweetheart, my love, my princess!
I'm not sure what will happen in the future,
as this is what life is.
This is what make our life so magical, as we are blind folded,
while walking this journey of life.
Only knowing our intention & purpose in life,
will give us a source of light to guide us to our happiness.

Right now I can only hope that my dear will find her intention & purpose soon
in her life, career & relationship.
What she really wanted in her life?
Only she can find the answer herself
Wish that my dear will become more mature & wise
after working for awhile, soon.
I really hope to back together with you soon!
You are the treasure that I have been searching for
ever since I knew what is my intention & purpose!
I trully love you & will always treasure you in my heart, always....!

Viva Presentation

Today is consider my big day.
Years ago when I was in UK,
I wasnt able to make it to the presentation
due to some academic and personal issues

But, today I have over come my fear
I have successfully completed what I need to do
and presented what I have done.
Although I do missed out some point that I forgot to say
but, overall it was a success.
At least, my supervisor (Mr. Eric), UNN representative (Dr. Ian) & External Marker (Mr. Peter)
they do agree and impress by my system.
Most importantly they like the way I presented.

Well, at least right now I'm free of the stress and pressure
that I previously carried with me.
Nothing I can do right now, but just crossing my finger
hoping that my project mark will be high.
Right now, the least I can say is that I have tried my best
and no regrets of coz, as I have overcome and conquered
the mission that I failed to accomplish years ago.

Nothing is impossible to achieve.
As long as we dont give up, and just tried our best.
Eventually we'll get to the goal that we wanted.
Although it may take a lot of time and courage to get there
but believe me.
It all pays up!

Interview

OMG! OMG!
Officially this is my 1st interview.
One of the interviewer was the guy I talked with
in the career fair, Mr. Lee
I was so nervous, and I dunno what am I talking about too
although I'm kinda interested to that job
But, now still need to wait for short listing for 2nd interview
Just hoping for the best...
Gosh....

Gathering with Cousin

With my cousin wedding on Saturday which was held in KL
Most of the relatives have went to KL on Friday
With all the delaying from AirAsia
All of us who taken the flights subsequently which are 17 in total
FINALLY arriving at LCCT on 2am in the morning =.=

Although didnt have enough sleep on that night
AND busy helping out my cousin on the wedding dinner as well
Basically I was totally exhausted on the 2nd night in KL too

Well, today, was initially planned to study and do my project with my cousin
BUT...!!!
We went for movies instead.
2 Movies in a row, without a break... haha, 1st time experience though
We have our 1st movie "Just Another Pandora Box" till 1:55pm
AND rushing our way to the next auditorium for 2nd movie which starts at the same time too
"How to train your Dragon"; A very nice & meaningful movie...
The exciting part is, we bought 15tickets, but we got 16ppl in total
didnt noticed it, untill we have been asked to get up, coz have accidetally sitted on others, LOL


It was a fun experience, coz it's hardly for all of us to gather up and go out together
We have 21cousins in total from my mother's side & 15 of us are out in this trip
Hope we'll have more of this gathering in future... hehe ^^

Final Frontier

Final countdown is officially started
One more month to passing up due date
Follow by long waited Viva Presentation
and surely supported by our Viva HOLIDAY
BUT, before we can enjoy ourselves
it'll be the most tension month ever in our sch life
wishing and hoping for the best
cant make a U-turn right now
it's a point of NO return
either success or fail
BUT failure will not be in my dictionary
I'm going to try my best and give it my best shot!
Gambateh!!!

I'm blessed & grateful

Today sure is my lucky day & I have been keep on appreciating and feeling blessed.
This is what happen....

I need to withdraw a total amount of 1k from an ATM machine, but I guess the 1st machine didnt have that amount of money to give me, so I tried it out on the 2nd machine.... it seems like the result is the same...
Bit frustrated but have no choice to go back.
When I was back home, the 1st think I does was quickly go online to check on the status of my account, "OMG!!! how come the 2nd retrieval isnt successful but yet haven been reverse?!!" that's what I have in mind at that time..
So, without any thoughts, I quickly jump into my car & rush to the bank to make the complaint.
After this & that, I have been asked to see an officer to deal with my problem; this is what the officer said to me after reading the claim/complain report: "It isnt the money didnt came out, is you who dont want your money" while smilling... *(what is he talking about? I've been waiting for the money to come out... for few seconds at least... I think...)
Seriously, I was stunned at that moment!
The officer said that, one of their man found the uncollected money on one of their ATM machine, the amount found matches the amount written in my report, but they have to confirm with their CCTV to determine whether the amount of money belongs to me.
Although at that moment it can't be 100% sure that the money found belongs to me, but I have been starting to appreciating everything....
I'm trully greateful and thankful to the officer who found my money and return in to the office, the officers who helped me in regaining my money & the CCTV which trully served as an evidence to help me :p *(man! I love IT & technology!!)
I admit that I was bit rush when I'm making my transaction with the ATM & making assumptions! But no matter I could get back my money or not, it'll still be a lesson for me; although I'm not quite sure how everything happen but today sure is a Magical & Memorable day for me!

After CNY...

A total of 13weeks, 4weeks has passed...
CNY mode still active, but aware that time is running out as time goes...
No more time to waste, struggling to change the active mode from CNY to battling mode. Is time to really get serious on stuff, reports to do, and my very important FYP/SEP to be tackle.
Nothing I can think of to help, other than this blogging, hope this could be a part of my dairy to help me make my awareness and choice, and share it with everyone else...
Many thing has happen, but will put it aside & concentrating on my own stuff, as it's the top priority in my job list.
Dont think anymore, is time to charge & it's time for no regret. CHARGE!!!